14/5/25
…was standing in front of Emma’s giant kitchen window, pointing out to her a mellow early-summer day outside.
Suddenly I could feel on my skin the incoming high wind, knowing exactly what was to follow, hence rushed to close the window, and get at least one potted plant in.
At that moment there was nothing but numb darkness outside, full of crazy air, suddenly opening a nonexistent door of Emma’s kitchen, rushing in.
I pulled Emma out of the airway, shut the door and went to the window again.
That’s when the tiny snowflakes began to brighten up the darkness outside, and eye knew
I was seeing the soft light of the returning midday…
22/5/25
I shouted in the very kitchen (this time in real life) at someone standing in the doorway, tall, wearing black, being deaf to my words, being blind to one little girl, still asking whether I was aware of the decibels I was creating. Few minutes later I found out the mentioned someone was to be out of my life the following day…
14/6/25
Couldn’t sleep so began to read the tarot readers on YT, found someone finally talking about something else not just the viewer being a superhuman, yet about taming the inner beast- the anger.
Since I was not holding the phone properly, it kept falling, and every time went to the video used in this post.
It took five attempts, till I gave up, and decided to listen to offered Carl Young’s take on “How not to be angry ever again.”
The final picture in the video was an image from my dream, I just didn’t perceive myself back then as the dragon causing it, yet someone separate, someone “righteous, since I was protecting someone else”. Still, the gale of that day was caused by my very own breath…
Eye of the Darkness 
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